Hi Seraj,
I'm Cherrelyn, I'm here to help and I completely understand why this feels concerning. The "Preparing Windows" message on every boot often indicates Windows is having trouble properly loading your user profile. Have tried to create a new local user account and see if it boots normally. Then check the Event Viewer under Windows Logs > System for errors during boot. And run DISM/Online/Cleanup- Image/RestoreHealth in Command Prompt as admin to rule out deeper image issues.
Let me know how it goes, I'm here to guide you for further assistance.
Warm regards,
Cherrelyn