Unfortunately, I cannot directly assist you in recovering your Hotmail account. However, if you are locked out of your account, you can try using the official recovery form available at https://account.live.com/acsr. This form will guide you through the steps to regain access to your account.
If you have trouble with the recovery process, ensure that you provide as much accurate information as possible, including recent email subjects and contacts. If you have two-step verification enabled, you will need access to your recovery methods to complete the recovery process.
If you continue to experience issues, you may need to contact Microsoft Support for further assistance. They can provide guidance based on your specific situation.
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