If your Hotmail account has been permanently deleted, Microsoft does not provide a way to recover it. According to the information available, Microsoft will permanently delete any account that has not been accessed in 2 years, and once deleted, the account cannot be restored even by Microsoft support. Additionally, the email address associated with that account cannot be reused to create another account.
To get official confirmation regarding the status of your account, you would need to contact Microsoft Support directly. They can provide you with the necessary information regarding your account's deletion status.
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