Thanks for your honesty, just to add on, I was incorrect about the error. When I inputted my email, it says that they sent a verification code to the original email, but I never receive one. Does this mean I might be able to get it back or am i still unable
Yes, there's still chance for recovery.
You can also use the Xbox recovery form here:
Visit https://support.xbox.com/forms/recover-your-microsoft-account
For guidance using the form please see "Guidance notes for the Microsoft account recovery form" https://support.microsoft.com/account-billing/guidance-notes-for-the-microsoft-account-recovery-form-4dd8fef1-33d2-4fbe-9352-66127ab9b50e
I really hope this information is helpful!