No outlook in office 2019 for home and student

Long story:-

My outlook 2016 crashed and following advice on the internet, I deleted it (with the entire Office 2016), expecting to be able to reinstall it straight away - that proved impossible. To cut a long story short, i bought an Office 2019 for home and student bundle, which claimed to have Outlook in it. I installed it but can't find Outlook at all. Every time I click on the Outlook button, it goes straight to Outlook.com and I only see my hotmail page. All my email accounts from the office 2016 outlook plus all the stored mails are gone and I don't have all the account details to create new accounts on Outlook.com. I expected a new version of the classic Outlook because that's what i paid for but it's not installed and I only have access to outlook.com which I suspect is part of office 365. I'm desperate here to get my classic outlook mail provider back with all its vital information. Why is it missing from a package that I paid for (Office 2019 for home and student) - it's clearly included as an extra (with xgames and the rest) but won't install as the old outlook.

Please help

******@hotmail.com (microsoft account)